it is the moments of truest lonesome,

that all the pieces come together and the conclusion is made....that this wasn't going to be easy.

Today was the first day , that i realized, that my own friends have ditched me for somebody they spent month after month talking trash about. today was the first day i was not handed over the invitation. thank you, for spending half a year in my life, replacing all prior friendships and memories. thank you for ditching me.

Kids

This version is far more beautiful.

the moonbow

missed my daily dosage today, yesterday, tomorrow

i am at the upmost tragic state of mind. with every passing day swipes the realization that come august, you'll be in another state, with another mind set, and a free soul. and you will transform from my pride and joy, to my should of-could of-would of.

I love that you get cold when it's 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you a full 3 minutes to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

i hope that "bipolar disorder" is the death of you

lindsey leigh peeples

mich

im going here tonight

Tomorrow: I am receiving my magical mushrooms

and going to the drum circle.

Spectacular Failures

Life is but a dream in a greater scheme, waking up is hard to do.
Even if you're quick, something holds you back, always waiting in a queue for someone,
to tell you you're broke, or you should not smoke anymore cigarettes.
Planets will align, if you give them time.
When you least expect, everything connects, even when the hope is gone there is you,
and you'll keep your name, and the things in your brain just might see you through.

'Cos you are light, and in darkest night you shine.
And I guess we're doing fine, but there's no escaping our spectacular failure.

Digging in between things we've never seen, trying to find the missing links.
All these scientists are trying every trick just before the city sinks without trace.
So much we've achieved, so I hope when we leave there's a smile on our face.

'Cos you are light, and in darkest night you shine.
And I guess we're doing fine, but there's no escaping our spectacular failure