it is the moments of truest lonesome,

that all the pieces come together and the conclusion is made....that this wasn't going to be easy.

Today was the first day , that i realized, that my own friends have ditched me for somebody they spent month after month talking trash about. today was the first day i was not handed over the invitation. thank you, for spending half a year in my life, replacing all prior friendships and memories. thank you for ditching me.